Perhaps now, I can wake up every morning with a renewed sense of self-worth.
Perhaps now, I can add a little extra butter to my toast during breakfast and not feel bad about the calorie content.
Perhaps now, I can stop worrying so much about how my hair falls across my forehead...and how it needs to look like a natural fall...yet it is carefully constructed.
Perhaps now, I can roll the windows down on my way to work and crank my favorite talk radio station without worrying about what the cute girl in the VW Bug at the stop light next to me thinks about my listening preferences.
Perhaps now, I can stop giving a shit that she's cranking up the Black Eyed Peas and not completely judge her for her listening preferences.
Perhaps now, I can put a smile on my face throughout the day...maybe even stop obsessing over what my "next move in life" is going to be.
Perhaps now, I can stop trying to fill this hole in my soul with whatever bottle or cute girl is closest.
Perhaps now, I can lay down every night with a smile on my face knowing that I did my very best to make my life and the lives or those around me a bit better.
Perhaps now I can breathe.
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